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Hello everyone,
Last post that I made was a bit awry I know. Now it’s time to get some action. One of the major things that happen around me in college is that people are all busy commenting on the boyfriends of the students. MH is a girl’s college. And it’s famous. Internationally. Don’t get me wrong,by saying his I mean people have Foreign imports. Some boyfriends are from US,some from Africa and so on. Delhi girls are hot,no second thoughts on this point. And the ones that are not are irrevocably brainy. I mean,there aren’t many people who learn up Chemistry formulae in 2 minutes. Yeah,there are people who are exceptionally good in this job. Don’t believe me? Come to MH. I’m sure you’ll believe me. Another thing,a quality that my ex-room mate thinks is a marvel. The quality of getting proposals on the first meet. Sick! How can anybody propose a girl when they haven’t met before? According to her,that’s a charm which very less people(in fact,abnormal ones)possess and it’s worth a thousand pounds! Nonsense, I get to hear that all the time. Honestly, I don’t have a boyfriend,and I don’t want one. One of my ex-PG mate controlled 5 of them at one time. And she thinks it’s commendable. Sorry,I think it’s a waste. She was defamed once and that too in front of her parents. But,that didn’t help.
The problem lies in the fact that these things happen quite often in girl’s colleges. And it’s interesting, we have l***os in our college too. Weird ones! Thinking of themselves as i-am-the-bad-guy. See,it’s sickening. You will also get to see the 80’s Bollywood scenes in our college lawns. For these kinda girls,girl’s institutions get unpopular and named as some Homosexual Centre or something like that. MH has the sexiest girls in the campus. They are named as models wherever they go. In an edition of the Times,it was read that Mirandians are models, Lady Srirams are sexy, and Stephanians acquired a similar accolade. I won’t mention the colleges but there are some whose girls are named BEHENJI-TURNED-MOD, GAWAR, and so on. The truth is that,these names are given only on the basis of the dresses that one wears. If you wear a mini skirt you are modern,no matter whether you are fluent in English language or not. If a student pursuing English honours wears a simple kurti and a pair of cotton pyjamas,she’s a DEHATAN.
Why so? Is apparel the signature for every individual? Do qualities occupy a minor position? These are some things that i really don’t find a point in them.
Somewhere, we people are responsible. We give a lot of importance to the outer beauty. We don’t get inside the person’s heart. We make no effort to know, who that person really is. And this happens almost all the time..

Out of School....

Hey people,

I'm finally back.Last time I deleted the blog because...err..some weird reasons.U see,I was in a stage of my life where one is quite vulnerable to the senseless talks of this earth.OK,let's get practical now.I'm an adult.Being an adult has its own profits and losses.I am gonna celebrate my 19th Birthday next month.Actually,'celebrate' would be wrong.I never ever celebrated my day(after my 8th Birthday) when I crossed another milestone of my life.A milestone on Earth.Last time,my parents forgot my Day.I don't blame them.Reason being,the next day was a very important day of my life-admission to Miranda House college,Delhi.The apprehension,tension,etc.was legal.They wished me later.Interestingly,my friends..ahem,classmates remembered my Day.Thank you,guys.At least you remembered.I had a strong notion when I was in School,which was-PEOPLE REMEMBERED ME ONLY WHEN THEY WANTED ME TO HELP THEM IN SCHOOL WORK.I wasn't unpopular in school,but I was very much neglected and keep aside.Thanks to Sam Blitz.My name was in tatters.In school,they freak the hell outta you when you can't say anything.I was a victim because I was quiet and shy.I thought giving 100% in a relationship called FRIENDSHIP was a virtue,a quality which was hard to find,a merit that had it's own value and cannot be compared to any other quality.It was purest and selfless.Well,now when I'm 18+,I know the pros and cons of having such 'angel-like' thoughts.

People understand these things even when they are of 14-15 years.But I was different.Maybe,because,I thought everybody else around was similar to me.It was too late when I was aware of the little misdeeds that happened in school.With Me.I'm sure these things still happen in an Institution which we call ****** School ruled by a fat lady,indifferent to emotions,popular as Megahertz.Classmates made life unbearable,and the principal made it worse.I often wondered-does time remain the same?for everybody?It surely doesn't because nothing in the Universe is permanent,the teacher had said once,I remember.

Sure enough,it was late though to get these words in my mind,etched permanently.But things changed when I came to MH.Delhi,they say,is a place that can never be good.Unless,one is studying there.But are all students good?They aren't.Rules are rules,we were told at home.But college is like,Rules are made to be BROKEN.Hah...that's weird.Till some time.But I remained the same shy and disciplined girl like I was in my hometown.College gives you the freedom to do whatever you want but eventually you start feeling strange because there's nobody to care.There are a couple of wimps that stand beside you,talk to you,solve questions with you,but it's nothing like care.The emotion that overpowers everything,that feeling which can defeat a hater.Then you start feeling different.Once you know,you're free and there's nobody to question you for anything.

"School is pathetic,College is better".For me,both are equivalent.Primarily because,I was alone at school,I'm still alone in college.During schooldays,I was the one who was updated with everything,whatever.In college,I have a 100%attendance.Maybe,that small girl,disciplined and studious,is still deep inside.The difference lies in the fact that my schoolmates made my life a mess and college mates make it worse.My roommate makes it hell.I do have friends,who are less similar to the ones who think boyfriends are a mark of prestige.The truth is they don't hang around all the time.I get my shopping done alone.And yes,I haven't been able to make a single boyfriend.I have much more things to think about than carrying a piece of cracked brain around me 24x7.I am not a feminist but the whole idea makes me puke.Delhi boys,are pathetic.All they care for is complexion,no matter if the girl is really dumb,it's complexion,which matters(as if,complexion brings grain in the house!!).They also want girls who are beautiful(read:fair).I mean,isn't this absurd?In school,I was said,a guy looks for brains first.What do I see now?OMG!Delhi is stupid.When it comes to the brain of guys.They have their brains in their knees.And they are unused as well.

Sometimes,I feel,school was best.But then,college?It's better,I feel lately.Reason being,nobody bothers.Nobody hovers around.The sad part is,people who are closest are your enemies.Watching out,is important.College life can be miserable,but it's up to you,to make it Heaven...

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